so what i wanna ask is
do u think i'd like bangkok?

what sorts of things does the country has to offer an american that wants to see the country?

in egypt i saw the pyramids
in uk i saw the london bridge
in germany they had the best chocolate
in canada the best pizza and milk
etc

so..
i wanna loose weight
and learn to control myself better
and im told that i could talk to a budist about that while im there

ps- i'm "real" sensetive about this

Well we are 9 years different. He is an American journalist living in Bangkok and I am an ordinary Thai woman who has a good job during the day in the office. (so please understand that I am not with him because of his money)

I don't live in with him but I have stayed with him overnight like 4 -5 nights a week including Saturday night and Sunday. The time has passed and he has acted strange. He always get moody at me and get cold around me until one day I asked him what is wrong with him and he told me that he feels that he does not have any freedom and he feel that I stay with him too much. So, I asked him if he has another girl he said no but he is not used to it to have someone in the house.
My question is I have been with him for 3 years and he is not used to having me around. It is really hurt my feeling I want to break up with him but I still don't know how I can stay without him. I love him a lot but I don't want to waste my time with someone who dont' really care about me and dont' think about any future together.